| no matter how hard i try i just somehow cant stay away. i know that deep in my heart that i should just pick up my bags and move on but i cant. each time i take a step towards the door i get pulled back in. i try to accell but i feel no movement. why do i stay? why do i feel this way? im confused more than ever. this has to end, but how? i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i did. everyday it feels like im just going through the movements. i dont feel, or see anything that i do. im numb. im numb to the world. and i dont know why. i shouldnt feel this way. my life should be happy and full of joy, but its not. to be continued... |
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| just one of those days...gonna make it tho... |
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| i am strong!!! argh...haha...thanx everyone for everything. i think that i am ready to do something new with my life...we will see. |
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| people are such dorks...i swear. anyways...today i just hung out
with my little cousin SAUNDRA! yeah we went from mall to
mall...it was awesome. i loved hanging out with her. we
have to do it more often! oh yeah. also...i got really pissed off
the other day because of some family DRAMA! ARGH...i am so tired
of that shiet...blah blah blah...so thats it for now kids...LATER!
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